Know your thoughts

 It's very easy to listen to other people The human condition we always think maybe I'm wrong.

I have been in a relationship with the love of my life for about 11 years now when we first met it was beautiful it was exciting I felt like he knew me he saw my flaws he accepted me and I have finally found the place my heart could be safe. I was raised in a very close community where parents didn't get divorced and families lived down the block from families. I was fortunate enough to grow up before cell phones instant communication where we had real conversation and sat down for meals together. I meant I most definitely have an online presence as I am a social media marketer and a brand ambassador. I think people don't realize is that my public life and my private life are very separate. You're not going to see you complaining about what's going on in my life what struggles I'm facing when I cry when my feelings are hurt. In times like this I'm usually quiet and stay to myself. My mom gave me advice when I got married and after a few years I called her and told her I was thinking of leaving my husband because he had been unfaithful. My mother told me if he was willing to work on himself try give him the chance. So I did over and over and over again finally after countless cheating I divorced him and moved on. After 2 years few failed relationships we met again and started dating. You don't realize how much people change or how much they haven't changed and you just never noticed. I wasn't worried about him cheating on me but he changed into a person I didn't recognize I couldn't trust and he no longer made me feel appreciated supported and loved. If I could talk to younger me I would tell them sometimes it's better to walk away from people who's only intention is to hurt you use you and even if you're alone your life is better.